SpLaT

Welp, I dunno what to do quite right now. Actually...in reality, there is nothing I can do but sit back and watch shit happen. I have done nothing wrong..not a thing..all the problems existed well before any of this started. I have said and done nothing immoral or inappropriate. Prt of me is intrigued...where will this go?? Most likely nowhere, and for that I want to kick him hard in his stupid shin.

Watched "Crash" last night (finally)...GREAT movie.....


I have my semi-scary doctor's appointment today @ 2:30. I'm trying to imagine the words "you're blood work came back fin....just wear lots of warm clothing"...but then part of me heears "you are in the beginning stages of rheumatoid arthritis. I can put you on medication to slow the progression of the disease, but inevitably you will be overcome by it". If i have this fucking disease you guys, I am going to lose my mind...google the disease for shits and giggles. I might as well start buying my fucking cats now cuz no man in the world is gonna want a thing to do with me when this shit kicks in....