I'm alive

I don't even remember the last time I blogged. I kinda retracted into that small ball of self-misery I do when things get shitty. I'm pretty much out of that ball now. Things are looking up. Life is too short to waste it on pure bullshit. I need to start living more. There are too many people to meet and places to see for me to wait around for things that may never happen. I don't want to have regrets in life. Granted, that is not entirely realistic, I will always have certain things I wish I did, but my new goal is to "live". How much time have I wasted lately putting myself into positions where I will get hurt?? It's not worth it anymore.

It is 6-6-6 today. I'm watching closely for massive lightening bolts, human-sized hail, and large amounts of fire. What bullshit. Honestly..who comes up with this shit? Whatever drugs they were on back in the day to make them conjure of this crap...i want some....