AAAAAAAAAAAAH

Call me weird, but I liek this weather. It makes me want to curl up with a good book, and frankly, i liek driving in it. The only thing I'm not so crazy about it this gloominess. I know..I know..you all think I need my head examined.

Start at the chiropracter this week. he's very into homeopathic stuff. He's not a neck cracker. he does ultrasound, massage, stuff liek that. I got to lay on this crazy water massage bed for 20 minutes today. I think I fell asleep a few times. He also has me on these nutso vitamins that I'm taking for the fuck of it. Why not. At this point,  I'll try naything.

i hate living at home. I honestly don't liek being here anymore. It doesn't mean I don't love my family. I absolutely do. But I honestly think they are driving me crazy. I don't like being here at all. It's so fuckin loud here all the time...too many goddamn people. It's noon, and there are 4 peopel at home right now. All i want is some fucking peace and quiet right now. I can't go anywhere without telling my parents where I'm going, and I am to tell the mwhen i get home regardless of what time it is. If it's late at night they will say "you're not oging somewhere", and they have somethign ot fuckin say about everything. My mom is giving me shit about taking these vitmains. I absolutely detest being here. HATE IT