Mental Update

So I'm feeling far more positive. After some very "i loovve you man...no I love you!!" conversations with a bunch of my friends last night, I feel way better. i have realized that no matter what happens, I'm gonna be ok. I have a fucking fantastic support system, and all will be well. Yea I'm gonna have days where I'm liek "this is dumb..this is still dumb..why the fuck is he being dumb? When will I get a car..when will I be a nurse..fuck my neck hurts"..but ya know, then I have a fajita with Tim and Joe or my someone says something that is so fucking ridiuclous that I lauigh for an hour..and I'm like "fuck it, life is good". My neighbors are taking me to see Billy Joel tonight. I am so fucking excited. Very last minute, very phenominal. I'm psyched. I get to see a frickin legend. Weeee! I have to pee, but that requires moving. I alo have work to do for class but have no motivation to do it. I decided to no longer blog on myspace. It's fuckin useless. If I'm gonna blog, I'll use a site devoted to such, and not devoted to getting 12 year olds raped.