finless fishiesand no car?

When i was younger, like 3 yrs old-ish, I used to have a Kleenex box hospital. In my kleenex hospital I would attempt to restore life to the sick and dying. I would head outside with my mobile hosital and look for worms and ants that had drowned, grasshoppers stuck in spider webs, and other unlucky creatures. I would attempt to give CPR with a blade of grass, but most of the time my patients didn't make it. I bought a sick fish today. Well...no I didnt pay for him, I got him for free. I'm not sure what's wrong with him - the guy at the pet store says its ick, but judging from the lokos of the fish he takes care of, he doesn't know what the hell he is talking about anyway. Most of the fish there are sick or dying. They have fin rot, or ick, or some other parasite. They have dead fish rotting in the tanks. I went in there yesterday to get a new filter for my lil aquarium, and a sad lil fish with hardly any fins caught my eye. I couldnt take it. I went back there today, got the fish and another one that looks slightly better off than this lil guy......and bought a shatload of medicine. I plan to rehabilitate them seperately and then eventually put them together in a lil aquarium (if they both live, of course...). I don't understand how some of these places stay open. It's disgraceful. Needless to say, as i diligently added medicine to my fish bowls, my family told me they were reminded of my Kleenex box days. Hopefully they'lll both make it. If they are both alive in 7 days, I will be  taking name suggestions. I'm tempted to name the sick one with no fins "Phineus" but that just seems mean....Boy oh boy is Bryan gonna give me crap for this. He's already said if/when we live together, I'm only allowed to get fish. i just added 2 more to our future collection.....

On another nopte - my car may be totalled. I opened up my "trunk" for the first time since the accident - its completed dented in, and the dooor is bent. My liftgate will not close completely so my dome light stays on all the time. fuckin great. It will cost 2300 to fiix it, and my poor lil old car is worth less. Maybe i can can a lower estimate from someplace else, but I doubt it. Crapolas.

I am headed out to get the lump  in my boob checked today as well. They are doing an ultrasound rather than a mammogram because of my age, and because it's palpable. I'm not going to be worried. I'm not.