I am a hamburger. I hate hamburgers

I am sitting here woprking on my accountng work. I am behind in class. Naturally the prof chooses to collect the 3 lessons I had trouble with, rather than the 6 I completed and was so proud of myself for. Sooo here i sit, trying to catch up. I'm tired. I'm tired of being in school. Tired of being broke. Tired of selfish people, tired of drama. I sometimes think that everyone is crazy, but then if everyone seems to be a way I'm not, does that make me the crazy one? We live in such a dramatic, selfish society. America is soomed by the way. Absolutely freakin doomed. We are on the highway to hell, and Bush is currently the driver. Our morals are screwed up. We are the country of divorces, illegitiamte children, abuse, and poverty, yet we are too concerened with helping other coutnries that we can't even help ourselves. I am disgusted. I have come to the conclusion that I may end up single forever. isay this as I could IM my boyfriend right now...so yes I know the irony. Nobody will ever settle down with me. I am not in a "blah" move, just very relfective, and the accounting is slowly rotting my brain. The novelty of my new keyboard is wearing off. Now i just want to be able to type well on it . My friend is still causing drama. I feel like highschool all over again. Do people ever grow up? or do they just grow old? Life is so complicated. Doyou think anyone is truly happy? People claim to be happy, but do you think these peopel truly exist? People who are happy with every aspect of their life? I think it's a lie. No such person exists. And if you think you're one of them, oyu're either too young ot have truly lived yet, or you are fooling yourselves.
Lastexit29 on
"People claim to be happy, but do you think these peopel truly exist? People who are happy with every aspect of their life? I think it's a lie. No such person exists. And if you think you're one of them, oyu're either too young ot have truly lived yet, or you are fooling yourselves."

i agree meg.
TheJoeD on

You should read one of Larry2005's inspirational blogs.

In all seriousness, this is like the first part of my life that's drama free. Got rid of all the shit talkers and backstabbers. Things eventually work themselves out, all the assholes get shuffled to the bottom of the deck. You just can't worry about the big world. There will always be problems. 100 years ago, women were tracked down and beaten when they left their husbands. It's better to have divorced than abuse, wouldn't you say? Just break off a little chunk of the world, make it your own, and make it a good place. Keep your friends close. It's the best you can do. Some people don't grow up...some people make assumptions...some people just want attention...it's humanity, and its centuries old.

Lastexit29 on
no, read anatole france.

"a person is never happy except at the price of some ignorance."
TheJoeD on
Better yet, see Grizzly Man..
meg523 on
Oh i agree abotu divrocing cuz of abuse. i was more referring to lazy peopel who dont want to work at things. One bump in the marriage and they say peace, or findthemselves something on the side.
Lastexit29 on
um.... no, don't see grizzly man.
TwoStripe on
Well, to me being happy is a decision. Theres no way that life can always be happy. Like Joe said you have to break off a piece of this whole thing and make it your own and be happy with it.
zenisgor on

Uhh, life kinda sucks 4 me too, my dad is abusive to my sister, my parents divorced when I was 6, my sis lives w/ my dad and is trying to move in w/ my mom and I cause my dad is a butt wipe, I'm behind in my music classes, valentines day sucked ass for me, and now I can't sleep cause I drank 12 oz of iced expresso at 10:00-ish. The best you can do is plow through life and think about the people who have it worse than you. Think of this way: are you a starving Ethiopian in Africa with no clean water, not money, little clothing, and very little help? I didn't think so. We are pretty fortunate, even if Bush is running the country into the ground.

hang in there, you;re not the only one hanging.

Z

Female - 26 years old
W HARTFORD, CT
United States
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